with lionel

okay! i am together with lionel! i do not know why. one should be happy when they are in a relationship, but i am not. i think we have take thinks too fast.

to think of it, we do not have enough time for each other, do not know each other well enough. but if i were to tell him that i want to break up now, it will be wierd. i should hold on to it till maybe after holiday or during holiday ba.

God please help me. i know that you are able to carry me through! i know that you are able to carry me through in this thing.i must believe in you lord!!!give me the strength that i need!!!

eileen as a slut

am i supose to trust her after she have lied to me, betrayed me and stuff?

this is what i found out from her:

     none other than KRISTY     says (2:50 PM):
*r u seriously tgt w edmund?
              EILEEN     (R); Heaven's Melody.     says (2:51 PM):
*yeap for this week only.


this is really omg!!!how can she do this thng?
isint it abit wrong to do this kind of thing?
i cant help it but say that she is a slut!!!

first blog post

this shall be my private blog that no one will be seeing unless i give tt person personally the address...and if anyone who actually caught entering this blog without my permission will be dead really!!!