have been having mixed feelings recently.

first is to brendan. I must really say sorry to him. There have been people telling me that he is emo because of me, cos i keep avoiding him and stuff. but then again, i really cannot stand s guy emo over this kind of things. is like you are so dependent on this person. if gals can be independent n not ve relying on someone, den shouldn't a guy be much better then that?!?!

then is to junliang. yes, i do miss him a lot, but looks like unless pigs can fly, i will never be tgt w him. n i have no courage to tell him :[
he told me this: why want to be tgt when you guys can be friends. when tgt, then know each other weakness, then become worst then stranger...

then to yongli. I really find him to be a nice guy. although we have only seen each other for 2 times, but really, he seems to be a gentlemen. how i wish i can know him more n find out what else he knows!!! cos only the second time yesterday, i found out that actually he knows how to play piano(grade 5), and can even write mao bi zi....

Jun Liang, sad to know that you are leaving RP le, but happy that you are moving on with your life.

yes, i still like you, dun ask me why. counting how long i have had this feeling for you, is has been 1 yr plus le.and i always rmb the red rose you gave me, and among all friends who bought rose, mine is the only red one, and surprisingly, is also the one that lasted the most. If i am gg to write more details here, it will be long. but shall let photo speak for me. These photo are you wanting to take w me.

liking u again

i do not know why, but after the thing happen so long, i do not know why i still have the liking for you, like really hoping for a miracle to happen.