i want to look for a boyfriend. want someone to love, to care and to pay attention to me, but rest assure, i will not be in a rush to do that. i must and will control myself to listen to god's leading.
So god, when it is the right time, tell me who is that person for only the one that you told me is the one that suits me best, one that i will have no problem with, one that <3 you, one that will understand me mmost.

betrayed agian

have not been blogging for a long time, but this time is not a good one either.

have been betrayed by weiling again.i tot that she is one that i can trust, one that i can tell things abt eileen too since she got the same feeling as me, but now, i dun think so.found out from eileen that she told me n her different things...omg...what is she doing? no wonder junliang will not tell her things.

now another things tha have been bothering me is about jeekiat...he is w rene now. i should be happy...why am i not?whywhywhy????i dunno y n i dun wanna care. but i just wish them well.dun hurt rene.. :)