feels so good gg back to talking terms now. i am just glad tt u have put e matter behind and decided to not let it affect us anymore.
therefore on my part, i am keeping this as a secret deep in me. unless the Lord shows us something, i am not gg to say anything out.
Cos i treasure the friendship between us, and am not giving any chance for it to affect us.
Saturday, November 16, 2013
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
a very bad character of guy!
Guys, you think just by good looks, girls will fall in love with you?!?!?!
Com'on lah!
I just cant stand guys who are petty, or behaving like an uncle! what u say today was really mean! you have known me for so long, and now u are telling me that you think that i am a person who is so hard up for sales that what i do is only to call u guys up to sell u policy?!?!
I have more things to do! and i need time to relax also!.
furthermore, by me trusting you, to tell or to share with you, means that i trust u all enough to do that, but with your kind of reply, it really shows how mean u r and whether u r worthy of me spending time on.
And for goodness sake! not everyone is the same!
Monday, July 8, 2013
I am here to rant again, about many things!
First, yes, is about r/s. Only up till now that i am willing to admit that i am at a age that is suitable to think about marriage, and to think through it carefully. I have come to realize that you have some points that i am looking for and what i have asked god to give me in my life partner. Is a character that i seldom see it in a lot of youths today, especially guys. which is, to have a character stronger than me, and yet, at the same time, when needs to chill down and listen, you will. However, having said that, i do understand that a lot of times, we will treat our family and our friends differently. which is what i am afraid of. But i also realised that when i am with you, i am also different. i realised that i was following you, which is the total opposite from how i am when i am out w my other friends. But then again, of course, there are some thinking of you that i think you have to change, because i don't think that it is good for you in the long run. Having said all these, i still need a lot more prayers.
Another thing is my future. i totally am lost of what i need to do or which path suits me. i am studying marketing now, but i am not doing anything related to it. All along i have wanted to do events, but i am afraid that events will take up a lot of my time and then i am not able to attend meetings regularly. This is one factor that i am considering carefully when i am choosing job. and i would also like to have a job that allows me to travel. but i understand that with this, you need a lot of responsibilities.
and the list goes on and on that i dont even know how to pen down in words.
So all these, still voice down to PRAY!
First, yes, is about r/s. Only up till now that i am willing to admit that i am at a age that is suitable to think about marriage, and to think through it carefully. I have come to realize that you have some points that i am looking for and what i have asked god to give me in my life partner. Is a character that i seldom see it in a lot of youths today, especially guys. which is, to have a character stronger than me, and yet, at the same time, when needs to chill down and listen, you will. However, having said that, i do understand that a lot of times, we will treat our family and our friends differently. which is what i am afraid of. But i also realised that when i am with you, i am also different. i realised that i was following you, which is the total opposite from how i am when i am out w my other friends. But then again, of course, there are some thinking of you that i think you have to change, because i don't think that it is good for you in the long run. Having said all these, i still need a lot more prayers.
Another thing is my future. i totally am lost of what i need to do or which path suits me. i am studying marketing now, but i am not doing anything related to it. All along i have wanted to do events, but i am afraid that events will take up a lot of my time and then i am not able to attend meetings regularly. This is one factor that i am considering carefully when i am choosing job. and i would also like to have a job that allows me to travel. but i understand that with this, you need a lot of responsibilities.
and the list goes on and on that i dont even know how to pen down in words.
So all these, still voice down to PRAY!
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
things gg through recently.
Hi Blog, i am here to rant again.
deep inside me, there is this wish. that this training will past faster. so that i will know who God has given me, whether i have been on the wrong track.
i must say that i have fully accepted that God is giving me all these hard times, is because He wants me to be a better person, both for myself, and for the partner that He has arranged for me. but still, there is still this feeling inside that i have a liking for you, and i will actually consider you. If dawn add in your name to the list of brothers that she ask me on who i will choose, i might choose you.
people has been saying a lot that there is something going on between us, rumors spreading that you like me or that we are alr a couple, people telling you that i like you, though we know all these are just stories made up, and that we have put a stop for all these, but i think there is some 'trueness', up till a certain extend. i know on my side, there is some liking for you, but is something that i will hide inside me, and no one will know, not even jamie, not even dawn, only God. As for you, i do not know what you think towards this. But really, even if you ask me to be yr gf now, i will say no, not because i do not like you, but because i know who you are, and how you treat things like this. i do not want to make any wrong decision again, and make both of us feel awkward in-front of each other and most importantly, that God will not be disappointed in us.
To think of it, i am glad you went for this Germany trip with Dawn, that she told you what you should do. is something i do not know how to tell you. i know what you have been doing, you have told me before, but i do not know how to put it in words for you. i have too many friends and relatives that has your character and i know that if we keep telling you what to do, but you are not at a stage of listening, you will be even more rebellious, which will make things worst. Plus, i have been telling you not to do some other stuff. if i continue telling you more, it does not help. sometimes we just need another voice to tell you, and dawn came in at the right time. Thus, i shall put all things down, and really trust that God will work in His time, and in His awesome planning for me, only then i can have blessings form God :)
And i am glad that you are changing. though at this point of time, i may be thinking that this is not good, because, then we no longer talk and everything, but i know that you are changing for the better and slowly being molded by God to be His perfect vase.
deep inside me, there is this wish. that this training will past faster. so that i will know who God has given me, whether i have been on the wrong track.
i must say that i have fully accepted that God is giving me all these hard times, is because He wants me to be a better person, both for myself, and for the partner that He has arranged for me. but still, there is still this feeling inside that i have a liking for you, and i will actually consider you. If dawn add in your name to the list of brothers that she ask me on who i will choose, i might choose you.
people has been saying a lot that there is something going on between us, rumors spreading that you like me or that we are alr a couple, people telling you that i like you, though we know all these are just stories made up, and that we have put a stop for all these, but i think there is some 'trueness', up till a certain extend. i know on my side, there is some liking for you, but is something that i will hide inside me, and no one will know, not even jamie, not even dawn, only God. As for you, i do not know what you think towards this. But really, even if you ask me to be yr gf now, i will say no, not because i do not like you, but because i know who you are, and how you treat things like this. i do not want to make any wrong decision again, and make both of us feel awkward in-front of each other and most importantly, that God will not be disappointed in us.
To think of it, i am glad you went for this Germany trip with Dawn, that she told you what you should do. is something i do not know how to tell you. i know what you have been doing, you have told me before, but i do not know how to put it in words for you. i have too many friends and relatives that has your character and i know that if we keep telling you what to do, but you are not at a stage of listening, you will be even more rebellious, which will make things worst. Plus, i have been telling you not to do some other stuff. if i continue telling you more, it does not help. sometimes we just need another voice to tell you, and dawn came in at the right time. Thus, i shall put all things down, and really trust that God will work in His time, and in His awesome planning for me, only then i can have blessings form God :)
And i am glad that you are changing. though at this point of time, i may be thinking that this is not good, because, then we no longer talk and everything, but i know that you are changing for the better and slowly being molded by God to be His perfect vase.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
waiting for God's commandment.
feeling confused.
have been going out so many times with you to movie, walking around in the sentosa broadwalk at night, you sending me home always, but still we are jus friends. I have no idea what is your feeling towards me. jus a friend? waiting for time to come? dun dare to tell me you like me because i indirectly rejected you or what?
the truth is, i like you, but i dun dare to tell you. and i know i will not tell you because i know that i do not want to land myself into this kind of situation again. i wan to wait for God's answer and instruction before i even take any steps further.
Moreover, i
have been going out so many times with you to movie, walking around in the sentosa broadwalk at night, you sending me home always, but still we are jus friends. I have no idea what is your feeling towards me. jus a friend? waiting for time to come? dun dare to tell me you like me because i indirectly rejected you or what?
the truth is, i like you, but i dun dare to tell you. and i know i will not tell you because i know that i do not want to land myself into this kind of situation again. i wan to wait for God's answer and instruction before i even take any steps further.
Moreover, i
Monday, May 21, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
i am feeling empty
I am feeling so empty these days. i really wonder why. i wonder is it cos i need someone to be there with me always, to do crazy things with me a.k.a a boyfriend, or do i need a short oversea trip? or actually what do i need to do to feel good???
and in fact, i know that i like you, i will consider gg into a relationship with you if you were to ask, though i have told myself that i will not enter into 1 in the near future after what had happen. but i know that you feel differntly from me. you are treating me only as a friend, no interest in me. but... .... (some feelings are jus difficult to describe).
Eileen, sometimes i wish i can be like you, know how to walk my way through the heart of a guy, but then again, i know tt this is wrong. i know that by doing this, God will not like it.
ZH, if u are reading this. yes, how i wish i can walk into you heart, know what you are thinking, wish that i can be a part in your heart, be the best soul mate that you can find. the reason why i want this is very simple. you make me feel v comfortable and secure with you. it just feels like i can rely on you, i can trust in you. In fact what a girl sees most importantly in a guy. we just need to fell safe, secure and protected.
jus who can tell me what to do??!?!?!?!
and in fact, i know that i like you, i will consider gg into a relationship with you if you were to ask, though i have told myself that i will not enter into 1 in the near future after what had happen. but i know that you feel differntly from me. you are treating me only as a friend, no interest in me. but... .... (some feelings are jus difficult to describe).
Eileen, sometimes i wish i can be like you, know how to walk my way through the heart of a guy, but then again, i know tt this is wrong. i know that by doing this, God will not like it.
ZH, if u are reading this. yes, how i wish i can walk into you heart, know what you are thinking, wish that i can be a part in your heart, be the best soul mate that you can find. the reason why i want this is very simple. you make me feel v comfortable and secure with you. it just feels like i can rely on you, i can trust in you. In fact what a girl sees most importantly in a guy. we just need to fell safe, secure and protected.
jus who can tell me what to do??!?!?!?!
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