yes, i still miss kongming. and seriously, sometime, i jus cannot control myself, but to think of him, even when i am outside alone, or even when working. shit. am i like being poisoned by him or sth. but the most heart pain thing is, when i msged him last night, saying that i do miss him n think of him on and off, that i will wan wait for him, n told him that yeap, i rejected guys after him, but that is all cos i like him, and when he did not reply me n wrote on facebook this: Never be ashamed of what you feel. You have the right to feel any emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy.
But then again, it made me realise how he thinks, and how he feels. at least i know that he has found someone else, and is time for me to really let go of him, and start accepting someone else....if thats e fate, i will agree to it..but still, i will nt erase u off, but will bury u down deep inside, in a hole that no one will see...
