clear in mind.

i am glad that i have moved on. i am no longer thinking of what i cannot get and thinks that i am at fault, i am not good enough.

i will always what you told me. why get together, then break, then after that, then treat other worst than strangers. yes, i think we are better off as friends. we will always be good friends. you will be there to teach me whatever things i asked you. you will also be like my big brother, teaching me what to do, what not to do. I will treasuer this friendship.

And best of all, i know what i want. i want someone whom i can be frank with, when i am infront of him, i will not be afraid, will allow myself to not act infront of him.

I think i have found this person. jus wish me good luck that we still have a chance for each other, since i have missed the opportunity previously.

ok. i realized that part of the reason tt i feel sth missing is cos of u.

sometimes, i think to myself, y dun i actually believed yr friend, n be honest to myself, instead of avoiding the problem.

Now i can only hope tt u are still e same n tt we will have a chance.