I am here to rant again, about many things!

First, yes, is about r/s. Only up till now that i am willing to admit that i am at a age that is suitable to think about marriage, and to think through it carefully. I have come to realize that you have some points that i am looking for and what i have asked god to give me in my life partner. Is a character that i seldom see it in a lot of youths today, especially guys. which is, to have a character stronger than me, and yet, at the same time, when needs to chill down and listen, you will. However, having said that, i do understand that a lot of times, we will treat our family and our friends differently. which is what i am afraid of. But i also realised that when i am with you, i am also different. i realised that i was following you, which is the total opposite from how i am when i am out w my other friends. But then again, of course, there are some thinking of you that i think you have to change, because i don't think that it is good for you in the long run. Having said all these, i still need a lot more prayers.

Another thing is my future. i totally am lost of what i need to do or which path suits me. i am studying marketing now, but i  am not doing anything related to it. All along i have wanted to do events, but i am afraid that events will take up a lot of my time and then i am not able to attend meetings regularly. This is one factor that i am considering carefully when i am choosing job. and i would also like to have a job that allows me to travel. but i understand that with this, you need a lot of responsibilities.

and the list goes on and on that i dont even know how to pen down in words.

So all these, still voice down to PRAY!