yesterday, this feeling came back strong again. i wan a bf. someone there to be holding you when u are alone, when u are down, and sad. and when i read kong ming's msg again, it was worst, cos i know it jus isint same anymore. i am not tt strong u know. it was really hurtful....

then when i saw deanna's blog, sometimes u will feel sad cos yr friends actually went out, but the actually did not even bother to ask u. i have totally no idea what did i do wrong, but they jus seems to be like dun wan me in their gathering.well. nvm...i shall not blame them anymore...

but i really want to have a bf...