i dun know how to express

i do like you. and i have been hiding my feelings by saying that i know who i want and by trying to ask mel to be yr gf. i dont know is this feeling just the kind whereby is it just the type that i wan to know u more? or is it i like you? i do not dare to tell u how i feel cos i am afraid that it might be just one-sided thinking, then all awkwardness will come out. this is what i am afraid of most.

but i wan say for now, yi kai, i vous aimez. translate it and u will know what it means.