realized that i have been faking too much recently. when i am not happy, or feeling insecure, still need to act as though nth happen, so that ppl will not see that i am afraid. In fact, i sometimes realize that what HL said sometimes is true. bt i will not put the blame on anyone, cos i know that it is m fault.At the same time, even at home, i have to act.when i am scared, i hvae to show that i am not. when i am worried, i have to show that i am not. is really frustrating.
Sometimes, u do wish that you have someone by your side, to share your worries and woes. but when is that person coming???it is really a long wait.